hoe, i lurrrrve you. and i'm in tampa. we'll hang out. how did you do in dallas?

I don't even know if you'll get this or not but I wanted to tell you some stuff I didn't get to tell you in your yearbook at the end of senior year.
I don't know when we stopped being best friends and to tell you the truth I don't even care when it happened because I understand that we are no longer ( and for a long time before) Margie and Fina. And that fact really doesn't bother me.
I just wanted to say thanks basically for the good times and the bad. For being there when I needed you to and encouraging me creatively and personally. I just want to say that even though I know we will never be like that again a part of me will always consider you my friend and a part of me will always love you like the sister I never really had.
I wanted to tell you that for some reason in my head you were one of the people ( the very few) who I thought would never really leave my life. Even if we never speak again or if you even get this, that will always remain true in some way or another becuase you were such a big part of my life for so long.
I'm not saying that I don't miss you at times because there are time where I do, for the most part though I feel like we really did run our course as Margie and Fina and now it really is time for each of us to be our own. For you to be Margaret and for me to be Rufina. We don't need each other anymore and while its a little sad for it to end its not the end for either of us.
What I'm really trying to say is exactly what I said in your yearbook ( which yeah I do remember because its a quote from on of my favorite books) I really do hope you get where your going and I really hope your happy when you get there. I hope your happy in the life you have now and I wish you all the luck ( not that you need it:) in the world. And I hope where ever you go and what ever you do you are successful in it.
And maybe one day when we're both 'all grown up' we could be friends. Not like how we were but still friends. I don't know i f that'll ever happen or not but that what I hope for because like I said I still love what we were.
Anyways, sorry for any pain or hurt I ever caused you.
And sorry for sending this to you out of the blue but I jsut had a random moment ( I still get those) of clearity in my life and I wanted to send this off to you before I forgot ( for you and for myself).
I won't be suprised if i dont' get an answer back because this was from so long ago and I don't expect one, but if I do I hope you understand why I had to 'talk ' to you one last time and that I din't mean to harm you or cause you any kind of pain by sending this off.
I just wanted to tell you the stuff I was never able to say to you in person because I didn't really know how to say it.
So wishing you the best and looking toward our futures.
It was fun.
I don't regret it.
Bye,

Rufina